Thing in my mind these few months

Long long time did not really update it already.
Today feel lik writing it as freaking news from Bosco Wong.

All the while, i always think that there really a royal guy exist in the world , lik bosco.
Well , i cannot conclude that he is not royal jz based on that incident.
What i trying to say here is that, there is really nothing can last forever.

Dun really know why, i so easily emo these few weeks.
easily affected jz by a tiny tiny issues.
Well , for me is normal . I used to it as i always did.

For time being, nothing mean nothing.
I am ok de.
Some time doubt about my purpose of existence...
Some time doubt about my value to my family , my team.
Am i really so easy to be replaceable?
Am i really nothing to all of you?
Am i really that insignificant??
Am i ???!!! Am i ???