Tuesday 16 October 2012

Recent update

Hi, as promised, please find the follow as my recent up date:
( lol.. sound so formal....)


umm... First of all..

Lets talk about  my master study , quite fun , quite enjoy,
From nervous from going to class, until now i hoping for the class.
what make me feel lik that ?

<Lets guess.. Legend.. make a guess...............>

Coz i lik to study very much .. really .
Now i know , what i like, what i really what to focus to study about ..
and you will shock of what i discover what i lik ...
I lik P3 !

Now my mind full of all the P3 stuff...
What strategy , positioning, marketing ..
All those stuff.....

Lets continues..

Master.. really a great turning point of my life..
I do not know if it is good or bad.
But any how.. currently i feel great..

I met difference kind of people- working adult instead..
From difference industry.
Like- HR , admin, engineer, Finance analyst, trainer, property agent, ... and so on..
I can learn alot of thing from them..

Tell you what, in one of the activities day,
I really enjoy alot.
I realise i not that not confidence anymore.
I now can talk to a stranger or new fren in a steady  way.
Perhaps thats me..
Hahaha  ( perasan)

Social circle.. perhaps this social circle not that complicate.
This social circle is more comfortable for me.
Well ... only thing i struggle now is the assignment
I scare i got no time to do as both of them is due at the same week - dec 2012.

Well .. from today onward, i just let it go ba..
If you notice the fb post at 20.10.2012,
u will notice something... what thing!?,.. ( use ur sense lo..) 


Ok, well ...
Let talk about my career life..
Tell you one great new, i kena promoted.
Well it is expected..
I wait that day for so long..
Well ,  u sure will say aiya, its ok ma, now u finaly get it..
LOL.... -- Perasan again..

Wish all the best to you in ur audit life ya..
Although u cannt manage to come singapore now..
I still will hope de..
Sure.. for sure.. as i still belive one day u will be here..

Actually that night i call you jz becoz i suddenly miss u ,...
lol... its really out of sudden
I know u always say sensitive issue.. Well .. i jz to express smthg..
Nothing i trying to say .. just sharing .. ok?

You must always take k ya..
Audit life never be easy .. Although u are a guy , who elder then me..
But as u r my fren , i will still insist to nag you ..
lol... ok la.. too long winded ad..
Later this legend get irritated..

Ummm...
Regarding my room ..
i manage to get one through help from one of my classmate.
She is 34 years old.. a nice sister...
um.. hope cn be closer v her..
She really a helpful person..
If gt chance - introduce to you .. lol

Life of 22.. many thing happen ..
Most touching is the pen , receive from mys,.
 Really a surprise..  Thanks ..

22- a lucky number.. hope every thing is in place..

You - Mr LeGEND ... must take k  ya..
Need a room to talk.. remember me .. ok?!

Hahaha.. sound like ordering you..
ok la.. talk so much already...
Last bt nt least-- TAKE K !!!






Saturday 8 September 2012

Make it clear

我终于明白。。
不用多说。。

一个假期回来,
带回了一个我不认识的你。。。

你找回了自己,。。
我却因此而迷失了自我。。。

不怪你。。
反正从没像过在你身上得到什么。。
对你好也错?!

不企求他人来爱自己。。
去爱他人也不能吗?
郁闷。。

搞什么划清界限。。。
对你酱。。 现在告诉我。。只是朋友?!
心碎。。彻底碎。。
忧郁时, 是谁来安慰?!

现在开心了,告诉我说,
要很多很多朋友。。
而我只是其中之一。。

这到底是怎么了。。
对他人好过对我。。
到底我对你而言是什么?!

再次强调, 我的关怀不是廉价!
我也不是在做慈善。。
对你好。。纯碎想对你好。。
为何要讲清楚?!

 我恨你。。但 更恨我自己。。
为什么要酱?~!
既然你想酱, 就成全你。。


你就在你的天空中自由飞翔。。
我不会再打扰。。
不会。。不会了。。。


很怀疑。。
到底会有人在乎我的感觉吗?
每次都是你们想怎样就怎样。。
当我是什么?

叶国雄。。
是你逼我的。。

Thursday 6 September 2012

熟悉的陌生人

回来后的他, 变了。。。 彻底的变了。。。 不认识。。。 心寒。。。。 是敌是友。。。 这一切。。不再重要。。 没想到结果会是酱。。 这场闹剧。。 圆满落幕!

Sunday 26 August 2012

原来, 这就是真相! 我又错了! 彻底的错! 够了!别再胡闹了! 抽身离开!长痛不如短痛! 别再滥用自己的关怀。。 在守下去,伤的也只有自己! 妈说的对,自己的路。。自己走! 再心痛再无奈也就只有自己。。 别期望别人的关怀! 简直就是异想天开·! 梦。。一场噩梦! 该醒了! 他所说的,所承诺的, 对我而言,不再是承诺! 太天真,相信你。。 因为在乎所以被伤害! 一直以来,一厢情愿的是我! 到现在, 痛的也就只有我 没错!犯贱! 是的!为了你, 我一而再的犯贱! 你早就警告过我, 我在你身上得不到任何东西! 是我傻,是我蠢,太天真,。。。 以为对你好一点,你会对我好一点。。。 原来没用的! 也对,这片天空,本来就不属于我! 是我舍不得放手而已! 既然如此, 结束对你的一切! 此时此刻,心如刀割! 到底是为什么!!? 对我的承诺就可以酱儿戏?! 看清你了! 我懂,我没有他的美貌,没有他的智慧! 但我有的是良心!有的是关怀! 既然你用不着,就还回来! 担心你,担心到忘了自己! 相信你,相信到怀疑自己! 过了今天,一切了结! 以后你的事一概不关我事! 少管闲事,日子会好过些! 不是不爱你,只是换个方式。 我不吵不闹,不联系不打扰,你过你的生活就好,安静的住在我心里就好。。 我觉得世界上最可笑的事,不是被你骗了一次又一次还相信你,而是我知道真相你还在那说谎 既然你不再需要我, 我会离开! 对不起打扰了! 你找到你的世界,我却因此而失去了天空! 没关系!你开心就好! 会忘了你,但需要时间! 我们就这样,淡化一段情。你选择新欢,我选择时间 又或许根本没感情所言!

Saturday 18 August 2012

 那是一种什么心情? 看着他, 感觉怪怪 的。。
真的搞不懂。。 我在做什么?
啊。。。。

无言以对。。 频道不同。。
话题不同。。 不!是根本没有。。
两个字。。。 :犯贱!
下不为例!

Friday 17 August 2012

Wednesday 25 July 2012

Thing in my mind these few months


Long long time did not really update it already.
Today feel lik writing it as freaking news from Bosco Wong.

All the while, i always think that there really a royal guy exist in the world , lik bosco.
Well , i cannot conclude that he is not royal jz based on that incident.
What i trying to say here is that, there is really nothing can last forever.

Dun really know why, i so easily emo these few weeks.
easily affected jz by a tiny tiny issues.
Well , for me is normal . I used to it as i always did.

For time being, nothing mean nothing.
I am ok de.
Some time doubt about my purpose of existence...
Some time doubt about my value to my family , my team.
Am i really so easy to be replaceable?
Am i really nothing to all of you?
Am i really that insignificant??
Am i ???!!! Am i ???