Recall ..

Struggling for a long time... Feel like writing but duno what to write..
Should i record down what i emo that day?
I really scare you will say i crazy and ignore me lo..
But i really emo ma..

OK... Let convert it into words.
I think my mood get affected when i called you and i sense that you are not convenience to talk ..
I am not going to blame.. just expressing .. take it seriously ok?
That time if you cn go to lobby and acc me awhile .. i think i will be ok ..
hahaha... welll... only cn say wrong timing. I understand de..

That time i feel lik talking.. Jz expressing in word is not enough ...
I need some voice to prove that there is really someone over there when i need..
hahahaha... i know la... Mr Legend will be there de... ahahaha.... but as i say ... i am not expressing..
Hope it won scare u away ...

If you observance enough , you should notice that some of the blog have been deleted..
Not sure whether will do the same to this post or not..
When ever i sense risk and danger.. i will act... act fast.. regret fast as well
My mind keep changing.. hahahah.... Nv ren... Nv ren... wahahaha....

Any how... after end the conversation, my senior whatapps me regarding the job i did..
She said mistake found.. and start nagging.. is my fault.. never check welll.
ahahaha.... small smalll mistake... i match the wrong color and front size...
you sure will say WHAT!? front size and color? you now doing audit or what??
hahahaha.... my senior is lik tat de... more particular.. ahahahaha... lik doing projects.. all mz consistent..
I do learn alot... next time teach you if you wan to learn... ahahah.. perasan a while ...
( u should used to it ad )... hehehehe.....

Then you should know wat happen... i start EMO... emo emo...
ahahaah
emo is my best frend... beside you ... hahahaha....
Legend only got two fren... one emo... one legend..
.so EMO... crazy de... KEY SIAO !!!!.

See ... Fb app also cn detect you r my gui ren ... hahahaha......


Sleeping mood gone... then decided continue to work ...
my mind awake till 1 am ... sleep till 3 am .... then on and off , on and off...
Like whole night stay awake... my health gt abit pro ...
Really ... yesterday .. i walk for one hour.. i felt diff to breath ..
My team member said i look pale..When in  MRT...my heart pain lo...
That kind of feel ... suffering... after half and hour.. back to normal abit..

No worry ya... just Expressing ... hahahah... i know how to take k de..
The reason behind all this is that not enough sleep and too much tea for e day ...
I drank 4 cups... red tea, green tea.. Japanese tea... all tea i sapu .. hahahaha...
Because i ate MCD spicy .... hot and oily .. drink some tea to help in digestion..
Never think of the consequence... I deserve  it   ... Huo gai !!!

Wow... can write that much ... not bad... hahaha...
Lastly ... as per usual ... u mz take k ...
recently away claim headache/ pounding..
careful abit in your daily life... ^^

This coming weekend.. will be a shopping day...
Be patient.. you will get it and hope you will love it.. ^^